I had my taste of the unforgiving snow again.
It was sweet, just as I remembered.
It's not a feeling I'd want other people to feel.
When you crash.. you crash.
And I.?
I get very upset..
I don't have anymore,
And I want more.
But I know I shouldn't.
Why do I do this to myself.?
Why did I let myself fall back into that place again.?
Why..