7/25/16

Looking at these makes my heart do flips.

I never thought that this would be an option for me again.

The fact that you would spend THAT much on a ring.

Oh Gosh. 

7/21/16

  I don't want to do to anymore doctors. I don't want to deal with my emotions anymore. All I want to do is sleep more and more. I want to stay by your side all the time. But you yell at me for being to clingy. You want your space, but you want me here everyday. I go home for one day, and then I'm back again for a whole week. I don't know what to do, or what to feel. I had a dream about another, and that scares me. I feel like nothing is real anymore. Maybe its the medication, maybe its all the sleep I'm getting.

I just don't know what to feel, or think, or do anymore.

I think I'll take nap.