A Place For Understanding.

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Tuesday, March 3, 2015

3/4

I don't know if its really depression that's the problem anymore. I always seem to miss out in one way or another. But I just don't know anymore. Is it really worth getting upset over anymore? Shouldn't I just be happy? Why can't I just stay that way, happy. I can't fake it anymore, it's truly starting to seep in. So now, my mask is coming off. I will no longer put on a smile when I'm not happy, I should talk to people more, let them in on my life. Even if they don't care all the time, it's nice to even have some people who care about me half of the time. My life is nothing to cry about.

I don't want to drink.. not by myself.

I don't want to get that low.

I wish you were here. You seemed to put a smile on my face again. I thank you for that. I thank you for being there for me, holding me, and listening. Even if I'll never have you, I'm happy to keep you as a friend.

Maybe one drink wouldn't hurt..

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