A Place For Understanding.

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Monday, April 20, 2015

4/20



10:15 a.m.


It's getting to a point where I'm becoming numb again. Not being I'm not in a relationship, not because of my depression, but because I just feel so lost. I don't know what I should be doing. All my thoughts are just jumbled in my head. Some times I feel like crying helps, but then the numbness comes back. I don't have any need to be crying, but it's an emotion. It makes me feel somethings. I'm growing to the point where I just don't care anymore. That's not a good thing. I always have something going for me, something pushing me. But.. I just don't seem to have that anything.


I just don't know anymore.


Sometimes I feel like a lot of these people I call friends just want to use me for shit. A lot of them tell me that others are. But I feel like everyone is now, in one way or anther. Most of them only talk to me when its good for them. Whenever I need you, where are you? Out doing something, to busy to talk. Do you guys care? I just don't see it. This is why I'm leaving, this is why I'm going to just leave everything and go somewhere else. What's the point in staying when I don't have anything keeping me here. 

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