There has been so much happening in my life within the past week. I think that my feelings are trying to get the best of me. I just.. I don't know what to do anymore. I just miss being with someone, not even a relationship anymore. Don't get me wrong, I'd love a healthy relationship, but I just miss having someone to hold me when I'm upset. Someone to dry off my tears, I miss being loved, being taken care of. I just don't know anymore.
I miss sex.
I'm not trying to sound like a whore. I just miss the passion, the lust. I wouldn't just have sex with anyone, I just miss it.
I just want someone to cuddle.
I want to cuddle you.
Ugh.
I'm done.
I'm still thinking about just not being with anyone, Asexual for life. But I do want to be with someone. Here's a better question, why the hell can't I get anyone. But everyone else that I know, can. Am I not pretty? I don't know.
I don't care.
I love you guys.
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