The Little Things.
Everyone has bad days, some have bad weeks, months, or even years. I'll never be the person to say that I have a bad life, even if I've had bad days, it doesn't mean things won't get better. Within the twenty years that I've been alive, I've had some things happen to me that got me to question a lot of facts about my life. I didn't have the best family life, but in the other hand, I didn't have the worst. In the end, I love my family. Sometimes I still wonder why, some days however, I just like to forget. Forget about everything that's happened, and just think about the little things.
I've learned that all of the bad things that have hurt me, scared me, and worried me, shouldn't, and doesn't bother me anymore.
The little things should be the most important moments and memories that you should always remember. Even if its something small, like your first bike, hanging out with your best friends, or even just laying down and watching the clouds pass by. Just relax, breath, and try to remember that this is your life. Do what makes you happy, and stop trying to make other people happy.
It's very hard for me to let people know how I'm feeling. What makes it funny is that I love it when people open up to me. I love to understand how people feel, I like to know whats going on in their lives. To me, that keeps me from thinking about all of the fucked up problems that I have in life. Its just.. all the little things that they deal with. Those little things, keep me from feeling sorry for myself. I don't try to push too deep in their problems, mainly because I know that if someone was trying to do that to me, I would be very upset. Maybe to the point that I was just start crying.
Like I said, Its hard for me to talk to people. No matter how hard I want to try and talk to someone, I always kept everything bottled up. I know that its not healthy. So I worked on it, everyday. At this point, I needed to do anything to keep my mind off of all the bad stuff. So, one day I just looked outside, and watched the clouds.
I like these little things.
I love these little things.
Never for get what they have done. Forgive those whom would forgive you.
Live your life. Please.
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