For the last few day's I've been having problems thinking about what it is that I wanted to blog about. Normally I wouldn't have a problem with this. Everyone needs to take a breather to clear their heads. However, I always have something that I can talk about. Everything that I've already typed up, or thought about typing never seemed to work. So here I am, at seven o' five in the morning, running on zero hours of sleep. Here's what I've got to say.
For the last few years I've met a ton of new people that I talk to. There's this one guy that I was really close to before my old relationship started. We we're very close, and we still are. Thinking back at it now, I should of made my move when I had the chance. He makes me smile, giggle, and yes even sometimes blush. I don't know how he does it, but he does. He's told me that he doesn't want a relationship, due to problems with his past. To which I understand completely.
The funny part about him not wanting a relationship is that I don't think I really want one myself. Don't get me wrong, if he up and asked me to be with him, I would say yes within a heartbeat. But I think it's time for me to stay single, see whats out there for me. In fact I plan on going to see him very soon, a long with some other old friends of mine. Do I feel bad for these feelings that I have for this person? Not at all, to tell you the truth, it makes me kind of excited.
I'm not sure how well it's going to go, but I hope it'll be fun.
That's all for now.
Have a wonderful day everyone.
I can't wait to see you. Everything will be perfectly fine. Its normal to want to be Single. I wish I could be as strong as you are. Keep your head up Britanie.
ReplyDeleteI love you, so much.
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