Letter Two.

    Dear R,


 Hey there sweet heart. I want you to know that you're growing into a beautiful young woman. I'm very upset to see that you've been going down the same path as you did before. Nothing about what you tried to do was okay. If I was near you right now, I wouldn't be sure to hug you, or slap you first. You've been my life for over ten years, and everyday that goes by, I worry more and more. I don't even think you understand how much I worry. Some nights I'll wake up and panic because I'll have dreams of you succeeding in the thing you've been trying to do. I know I don't speak to you as much anymore, and for that I'm sorry. I try not to baby you now, and by not talking to you as much helps.

 It scares me because I don't know whats going on in your everyday life, but that's something I have to live with. You can be strong, I know you can. So start acting like it. Show all these people that you can stand on your own, that you're not weak. For the love of God, don't become like me. I want you to live your life, and be happy.

 I love you, so very much baby girl.


    Love,

  - Britanie