Relationships.

I love them.

I hate them.

I miss them.

I want them.

I can't stand them.

I can't deal without them.

Someday soon I just want to be with that one person that makes me happy. As of right now, I'm finding really sweet people, but I know it wouldn't work out. Or I really seem to like a person, and they turn out to be a fucking prick. I just don't know right now. Having feelings for people is the worst thing I could do to myself right now.

I'm just over it.

Don't do cute shit, like hold my hand, and then stop talking to me. Who the hell does that. "I don't know what I want". Then tell me that. I don't like having to hear shit from other people. I mean really. What did I do that was THAT bad, that you still won't talk to me. Like really, fuck you.

Why can't I just be happy. No matter what I do, I can't be happy.

I just want sleep. All the time. Just sleep.