So.. Ya.

Its been weeks, and I still find myself scared of what I read.

I never really thought much of my tarot readings,

But when I'm able to scare myself with things that happen,

I get worried.

I saw the ending of my engagement,

The fall of a close friends relationship,

I was even told of my grandfathers death.

A lot of people saw that tarot readings are fake,

But their not.



So, I want a baby.

Very badly.

I kind of feel like just going out and getting pregnant.

I feel like I would make a wonderful mother.

But then I feel like the baby would grow up and hate me.

I don't know.


Rosalie is coming.

I'm so fucking happy.