Thoughts.

I was very drunk last night.

I could of done something very bad.

But I didn't.

For you.

I have a problem.

It takes a lot to even be able to say it.

But I'll fight it.

For the both of us.


This year I'll be twenty-one years of age. There's so much stuff that I haven't done yet in my life. I kind of feel like my life is passing me before my eyes. I can't do anything to stop it.

I want to become a mother within the next five years.

I won't be able to do it at this rate.

I need someone to love, to care for.

As for now, I'll lay here in bed.

Thinking about how I'll start this new year.

Time to.. reinvent myself.