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Monday, October 26, 2015
Little Girl.
There once was a little girl who, unlike other little girls, never saw herself as such. She didn't see herself as something cute and pure. When she looked at herself, she saw something much worse. She saw a monster. It didn't scare her, however, she knew if other people saw her for what she really want, they would shun her. She hid herself away for years, to protect herself. She wore a mask everyday of her life. Acted like a normal little girl, to the best of her ability. She was so scared to be herself. What if her loved ones saw what she truly was.? Would they still love her.? How could they.? Who would love a monster.?
One day the little girl fell in love. She thought that this person would let her feel safe. So she could be herself. She thought that this person would love her for who she is. No more hiding. She could set herself free. She was foolish. Just as she thought would happen, he got scared, and left her. She cried for weeks on end, when would her pain stop.? She knew after that, she'd never be able to find love again. She tried and tried, but she was always to scared to open back up. They'll all hate her, leave her just as broken as the first one. Why couldn't she find happiness like all the other little girls.? Why can't she be normal.?
That little girl grew up into a very beautiful young woman. No matter how beautiful people told her she was, she knew better. What they found beautiful was her mask that she oh so needed in her life. All the people that say they care about her, they love her, it was all lies. Everything they liked about her was an act. Just so they wouldn't see. How could anyone love her.? A monster. She grew tired of all of this. So one day, she did something she told herself to never do. She took off her mask, and broke it into a million pieces.
Now the little girl sits and waits. It's time for her to see who really does care for her. They'll see, everyone of them. It's time to see the monster for who she really is. No one will stay.
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How could they..
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you are not a monster. you ARE a beautiful person. you are VERY loved. i love you
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